With the end of this session comes the end of many things, some of which I have struggled with both on an emotional level but a spiritual level as I try and figure out what is the right thing to do. I suppose I'll start at the easiest point, with my film group.
We've had now 2 months in which to come together, arrange all pre-production work, got all permits to shoot as well as actors, shot our project, developed the film, transfered the film onto a digital format and colour corrected it. Next session we will have two months in which to edit and create sound for it. However, things didn't go quite as simple as I just showed. My camera operator (the one not shown in the picture because he was late) only showed up for two of the four shooting days, one of the countless numbers of meetings, was completely unable to be reached outside of school, and had already failed this class once before and was now repeating it. Now let me be clear, I did not mention all that merely to gossip or backbite, I simple mentioned it so that my hundreds of readers could more easily put themselves in my position. You see, for the majority of this session I've had a heavy heart for the camera operator, I really didn't want to have him fail the class again, I really didn't, in fact I tried to find ways that he could take credit for things that he didn't do so that he wouldn't have to repeat the class a third time. However, it was no use, and he now has, and I feel a little guilty and somewhat responsible for it all. What do you, my adoring fans think? Should I feel guilty for allowing the teacher to know of his performance and thus having him fail the class?
The next thing that I also feel guilty/bad about is my housemate. You see, it was my idea months and months ago for Matt, Alex and I to all move in together, however, the week we finally did move in together I immediately regretted it. Alex was (again I'm only stating his flaws to put you in my shoes) obnoxious, rude, insulting, and very self centered. We have now asked him to move out by the end of September, I don't feel too bad about this because he did make my life very unpleasant, it's just I'm wondering if it all could have happened a bite differently is all. But I guess that's for The Sisters of Fate to decide.
Also I'm not sure but I tried to upload some pictures for the first time and I don't know if they worked out or not. We'll soon find out I guess.